My Feelings About My Experience of Writing.
I feel like writing used to be easier when I was younger. I have difficulty focusing on writing for even moderate periods of time. I think it is a form of anxiety about failure. That I find it difficult to sit down and write. I have to force myself to do so and set time limits that feel reasonable.
The issue I have is that I want to write productively and quickly, however my producing is always lower and slower than my goals. I would like to overcome this and feel confident to start writing and accomplished at the end of each writing session.
Common Elemenemts in My Negative Feelings About Writing.
Feeling that I am bad at writing. Feeling I should be done faster. That everyone else is better at than I am and they know it. I get frustrated or feel a fog. I label myself as innadiquet or dumb because I can't write as many words as I think I should be able to. I always feel like I have trouble reaching a word count for publication.
Common Elements in My Positive Expereinces Writing.
I feel great when I've written something that communicates to a reader. When I feel like I've made a good argument or written a good story it feels wonderful. I like the feeling of the zone when my thoughts and writing are in sync weather it is fiction or non fiction.